When I’m home alone, I just can’t resist,
but reminisce
How it was living my life in pure bliss
I’m sure that it is over feel wasted even though I’m sober
since I’ve lost my four-leave clover
Not a worry on my head, everything was fine
Cuz with her I finally found my peace of mind
The sun seemed to shine brighter for this rhyme-writer
It was a true delight just to be beside her
Times I thought would never end when I roamed the land
hand in hand together with my best friend
Intelligent and sensual
Independent, kind, naive and wise, she just had it all
Saw my world fall apart, she stabbed a knife through my heart
When she left she left me scarred
But I still see her every day
I got her face ingrained in my brain, even though she is so far away
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Seems like I can’t think about anything else no more
Never felt this lost before, I’m feeling hollow from the core
Even from my dreams at night I wake up screaming
She might be my angel, but she’s also my demon
Gotta get a grip on myself, it’s like I’m a dope fiend
Hanging by a rope not breathing, I can’t believe em
when they say ‘things will get better’, how the hell can things get
better
I’ve seen my future and my fucking dreams get shattered
Lost my reason for living when she left
Grand-theft, took my heart and soul
Stole em both and left me ice-cold
Possessed, messed up, depressed, obsessed, feeling numb from head to toe
Why things had to go the way they did I probably never know
Why I went from having everything, to having nothing at all
Now I live my life from day to day
Happiness was here, but right now it seems so far away
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